Rooted & Roaming

For so long, I kept my heart guarded. I had convinced myself that deep connections, true abundance, and the kind of community I longed for weren’t meant for someone like me. I had seen too many takers, too many people who drained my energy instead of giving back, and I let that shape the way I moved through the world.

I told myself I was fine keeping my circle small, keeping my dreams quiet, keeping my expectations low. Because at least that way, I wouldn’t be disappointed.

But something has shifted.

Maybe it’s the deep inner work, maybe it’s the trust I’ve finally allowed myself to cultivate—but for the first time in a long time, I feel open. Open to new possibilities. Open to new people. Open to abundance in ways I never believed were possible for me before.

And it all started when I let go of obsessing over the ‘how.’

I’ve always been someone who needed to know how things would happen. How the money would come. How the right people would find me. How my vision of building a loving, sustainable community would ever become real. The ‘how’ became an anchor that kept me in place, convincing me that if I couldn’t see the entire path ahead, I shouldn’t take the first step.

But I see now—that was never my job.

The universe doesn’t need me to map out every detail. It only needs me to be ready. Ready to step forward. Ready to say yes. Ready to trust that what is meant for me will arrive, and that what is not meant for me will fall away.

And things are falling away.

A friendship that once felt like home now feels like an echo of my past self—a version of me that stayed comfortable in low vibrations, even when I knew I was meant for more. I still love her. I always will. But I can feel the drift, and I know that’s the universe making space for something new.

For the first time, I’m not clinging. I’m not forcing. I’m allowing.

I know now that abundance isn’t just reserved for the greedy and the corrupt. Love isn’t just for those who have never been hurt. Community isn’t just a dream—it’s a reality that I am stepping into, one aligned connection at a time.

I don’t have all the answers. I don’t know exactly when my manifestation will fully unfold, or how the resources will come. But I do know one thing:

It’s not a matter of if. It’s only a matter of when.

And when the time comes, I will be ready.

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